Is it acceptance, or lack of, that is stopping me from progressing? That the me that was responsible and influenced it and caused it because of who I am is the same me as the one that was a small child that had no say and no matter how right or wrong I was, was not responsible?

Does this create “mental inefficiency”? Not being able to work through issues, not addressing what I think or need to address? Feeling like I don’t know what path I’m taking. Starting work on something and not resolving it.