I would like to have all of what they did taken away. Imagine if it was just lifted. But I know that’s a fantasy and the reality is very different. It is ingrained in me and will permeate from me forever. I think all I can do is contain it, even though that is not enough
If I try to have a more objective view, all I see is a weak pitiful damaged child. And I know it’s irrational that I want to take it out on that child, but at times I feel so angry I really want to hurt that child
If I Talk 