I’m not sure I am able to multitask: contain feelings and memories, develop greater understanding of myself, make changes, challenge myself, and be kind to myself. Are they not contradictory? Of course, it all has to be done alone; only when I have done it all and its “right” can I really let others know.
It’s completely up to me – my success or failure. And therefore I am the one that is holding me stuck to ideas that prevent me from changing. Only I can change those ideas, yet I haven’t . I haven’t changed the belief that others do not, will not and can not believe me, that they won’t see me as disgusting.
If I Talk 