Feels like I am just managing to get through every day, on the verge of panic constantly, and cannot see a way out. I know I am going to fail and feel ashamed and overwhelmed by that. I am stuck. What is wrong with me that I cannot work this through. I have spent the last two weeks like this, trying to resolve it but cant.
I want to die. I want to not be here.
Every day that goes past and I am nowhere closer to having a solution the pressure increases and I feel more hopeless.
If I Talk 